Jarren Duran to hit Leadoff for Boston Red Sox, which was appointed to MVP for 2024, and start gaining capabilities by signing a $ 3.75 million contract with the club’s option for $ 8 million in 2026, but it is written.
The former player at Cal State Long Beach and Cypress High opens up his mental health struggles that included an oral spray towards a fan, wearing a T-shirt with a sordid message-and most of them regarding rotation and loved ones-depression and suicide attempt in 2022.
An eight -part of Netflix documents were interviewed “Club: General with Red Sox“That first show will be shown on Tuesday, Duran said it was so difficult for himself not to want to live.
“I was already hearing from the fans,” Duran said in the documents. What did they tell me, [it was like]”I told myself 10 times worse in the mirror.” This was a really difficult time for me. I don’t want to be here anymore. “
The 28 -year -old described the moment when he killed himself on scary conditions.
He said: “I reached a point where I was sitting in my room, and I had my jungle and I had a bullet and pulled the trigger and the gun cracked, but nothing happened.” So, to this day, I think God did not allow me to enjoy my own life because I do not know seriously why it did not explode.
“I was like,” Do I want to be here, or I do not want to be here? “This has happened for some reason and it is clear that you are here for some reason, so let’s be the way you want to be played [the way] You want to play and live the way you want to live. “
The rotation of the collapse season in 2024, where he led the American League in the Women’s League (48), Triples (14), and the manifestations of the painting (735) and AT-Bats (671). He fought 285 with 191 visits, 111 runs and recorded, 21 home operation and 34 stolen bases.
His rise began in 2023 when he reached 295 with 24 stolen bases in 102 games after calling from Triple A, and coincided with his new torque.
“The decision of his neighbors to share his story is a brave work that reaches beyond the baseball,” CEO Red Sox Sam Kennedy said in a statement. “Through openness, it offers others who may struggle that they are not alone and that seeking help is not fine, it is necessary.
“Every member of this organization continues to stand with him. He has deeper admiration, and he always has our full support and we are very lucky to be as part of our team.”
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The rotation was a selection in the seventh round of the Cal State Long Beach in 2018. In the college early in his career, he showed good speed and sports but a little strength. This changed in 2021 when he reached 16 Homer in 60 trilogy, and was promoted to Red Sox.
However, he fought, hit. 215 with two houses in 33 games. The following season was repeated, with good numbers in Triple A, followed by a.
By August, 2022, he was mentally escalating, and he was told Masslive“I cannot talk about much of it, but I was very low this year. It was a struggle for staying [in the big leagues]. I am not really talking to my family about my low points because I am very closed to everyone.
“I am just tearing myself internally and I have depressed greatly and things like that. I find it difficult to communicate with people because I do not want to disturb others with my problems. I somewhat I build inside myself, which makes everything clear that everything is much worse.”
Major League BaseBall provides players for mental health that helped Duran, and Red Sox has long provided the main league players and semius with comprehensive health services.
“Red Sox has been offered … mental health offers, crisis response protocols, educational programming, access to external domestic and reliable care,” Reed Sox said in a statement. “Support extends all the companies affiliated with the seven simple league and includes cooperation through the medical staff, performance and training to ensure the availability of care at each level.”
Last August, he was barely removed from the MVP game in the All-Star game after achieving a house in his victory in the American League, two games were suspended for his screaming at the gay award for one of the fans who were proven to him.
Duran expressed his remorse for the correspondents after that, although he did so while wearing a “F-” shirt, which causes some spectators wondering about his seriousness about remorse. The rotation of the shirt and his colleagues also started to support his efforts in dealing with mental health issues.
In the documents, Duran said that avoiding depression requires constant effort. He keeps a daily magazine and uses written reminder urges to win the battle.
“on [the tape on] He said: “My left wrist, write,”.